endlessly ending

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i spent a year in a daydream and i was so different before and i'm different now. i'm tired, and i want to go home.

home is a place where you go at the end of the day but no picture Frame posted will make it Okay when i'm just a lifetime away.

i thought that i wasn't leaving here… phone calls, and postcards that tell about ghosts i am drifting away from it all.

i have been endlessly ending… i'm watching a grainy reflection of lives where i found i belonged.
they're framed now: a cell conversation, an instagram link, a false declaration in fading black ink that i have been someone.

i thought that we were not ending here but voicemails, and words remind me of lips i've been wishing were real still.
these days often remind me that search doesn't mean i will find in a box from when it was all fine, when it was all empty, when it was just endless, and when i had my time.
well, i had my time.

i've learned a lot about telephones, and i guess it's better this way… on a short break, i went away

tell me it's true what i'm saying or be here, beside me as i go away Now, when i am still finding my home.


from designer heartache., released November 8, 2019


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